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Love the album cover! So witchy! Favorite track: Losing It (Matt Kelly vs. Lindz Riot).
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This release is dedicated to the memory of Ayla Marie Facey (Sep 9, 1988-Apr 22, 2007)


released April 19, 2011



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Mary and The Black Lamb Oshawa, Ontario

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Track Name: Emily (Album Version)

Shady looking room again, always asking what’s wrong
On the wrong medicine, recovering but I’m gone
Stop asking questions that make me hate me
I can’t believe this pain let her take me

I refuse to listen, think you’ve figured this out
Diagnose every word, can suffering have an amount?
My apologies for her words spoken
When you disturb within, beauty’s woken

Don’t try to, don’t lie to

Calm me down, you think so less of me, call me necessity
Call her out, her name is Emily, the other side of me

When I am lost for words, I, I give her my voice
When I shut my ears, she is fighting your noise
My hands shake as the light starts to fade
All eyes turn when she comes out to play

Calm her down, my eyes drown, claim my face

© Mary and the Black Lamb 2009
Track Name: Losing It (Matt Kelly vs. Lindz Riot)
Losing It

This little secret I stall about
How to keep it inside my mouth
This tiny problem I hold so dear
Unforgiven to my ears

Whispering from the ground
Chasing me all around
So afraid I’ll make a sound
Watching it pull me down

Losing it, killing time
Losing it, until I’m mine
Losing it, killing time
Losing it, until I’m mine again

Why you trust me there’s no clue
It’s you funeral if I choose
What’s my part in your big plan?
Come and catch me if you can

Tick tock, tick tock, laughing at the wired clock
Tick tock, tick tock, when will this ticking stop?
Tick tock, tick tock, laughing at the wired clock
Tick tock, tick tock, this is where the ticking stops
Track Name: Your Mind (Lindz Riot)
Your Mind

Why can’t you say what you mean to me
I can’t escape these moments feel so safe
We don’t even have to try
There’s nothing left from you to hide

I’m lost in your mind
What keeps me here I cannot seem to find
I’ve tried to leave this behind
But with you I’d rather waste my time

Your every word I hold on to
I hear your voice before my every move
Your thoughts are a maze that never ends
I long for the need to be free of them

If now is not our time
Tell me when will you ever be mine?